Wednesday, March 10, 2010 @ 3:12 AM
` Im Back From MIA-ing , Miss Me ? (:

- Peace Upon You My Readers (:
Im Back From MIA-ing I Guess Since Im Feeling Much Better , But Im Still Having Bad Heartache(s) . :'(
Anyhoots , Thanks To All Of You Who Cheered Me Up , Even Those I Don't Know , Thanks Alot People ! Now I Realise That There's Much More People Out There Who Cares About Me , I Love You Guys , And Not Forgetting My Ex , IhynnBby . Heheh . xD
Firstly , I Wanna Talk About My Relationship Status .
-- Im Officially Single Now . But My Heart Is Taken , Im Still Loving IhynnBby , And I Won't Stop Loving Him . He Clarified That Im Just His Friend From Now On . But I Appreciate It , At Least He Stills Wants To Be My Friend , Unlike My Other Ex(s) . Im Still Waiting For Him Though , And I Got News That He's Going In To BH Next Month . Omg , You Must Take Care Of Yourself Ay Love ? I Will Wait For Your Return & Visit You Often Ok ? Don't Worry About Me , Im Gonna Be Fine , I Love You IhynnBby (: . Anyway , IhynnBby Is The Only Guy Im Contacting With Eh , Im Not The Type Who Flirts With Others Once Im Officially Single . (:
Secondly , I Wanna Talk About School .
-- School Has Been Great For Me Nowadays , With The Exception That I Will Burst Into Tears Suddenly When i Think Of IhynnBby And Flashback Our Great Times Together . My Friends Cheered Me Up , Thanks Alot Guys , Love You All . So , I Cried Just Now During English Lesson While Reading The Message I Got From IhynnBby + Listening To The Song , Sayangku . I Was Crying When I Was Suppose To Give Ideas To My Group Since I Was The Leader . Mr Yap Came To Me And Said Alot Of Things , But One Thing I Will Keep In Mind Is That ; " Don't Give Your Heart Too Much To Guys , Being In A Heartbroken Status Is Just Temporary , You Will Be Over It As Time Passes By . " At That Point , I Dashed To The Toilet And Wash My Face And Said To Myself In The Mirror ; " I Will Still Survive Without You IhynnBby , But I Will Still Love You. " Haish . Im Just A Sucker For Love , Agree ? D: And Ohh , I'm Paying More Attention In Maths Class & Paying LESS Attention In Sci Class , Its Either Im Crying / Sleeping / Reading A Book . OMG , What Happen To Me ?! Im Dissapointed ):
Thirdly , About My Life .
-- Life Is Hard On Me Now Eversince IhynnBby Left Me . I Got Friendship Problems , I Got Family Problems , And I Got Financial Problems . What I Mean By Financial Problems Is That My Father Is Giving My Money Late , Its In The Middle Of The Month , And I Can't Go On A Shopping Spree You See . Haish , But Nevermind , I Understand His Situation , With A Wife & 3 More Children To Feed , Including Me , Hmphm . I Didn't Ate Properly For A Few Days , I Got A Fever Of 38.6 , And I Still Went To School . Its Like When I'm At Home , I Would End Up Slashing My Hands & Sprawling + Crying + Shouting Helplessy On The Bed , Gooosh . I Dont Know What Is Becoming Of Me :'(
Fourthly , About My Internet Friends .
-- Riishaa Katsumi ; She's Going Through The Same Situation As Me . Her Boyfriend Somehow " Flirted " With Her Own Sister Lurp , OMG . I Feel Sad For Her , And Now I Hope She's Feeling Better . I Tell You What , She's Damn Pretty & Hawt & Cute & Sweet & Kind ! She Was Once A Girlfriend To My Cousin , What A Pity They Broke Up , If Not , When They Get Married , She's My Cousin ! HAHA ! Ok Diam , Im So The OverReacting xD . Overall , I Just Love Her <33
; Kammy Geek , Kakak NaughtyBubble , && Moree ( *Sorry If I Didnt Mention Your Name , You Should Know Who You Are , Its A Mixture Of Boys & Girl * )
-- Thank You To All Of You . I Appreciate Your Concern & Caree . Im Trying To Move On Without Him , But My Heart Can't Seems To Forget About Him . To Those Who I Dont Know But Tag & Cheered Me Up , Do Leave Me Your Emails , Hope We Can Be Friends , Im Friendly , No Worries Ay (: Thanks Once Again You All , For Being There For Me When Im Feeling Low , No Words Can Explain How Much I Love You Guys , Muaaaah !! xDD
-- Alright , Im Done . Today's Quite A Long Post Ay ? Hahaha , I Wonder Who Would Read Up To Here , If You Are , Do Tag Me Ok ? Heheh , Thank You :DD
Will Update Another Time , Or Later On . ;D
Take Caree & GoodBye (: